Showing posts with label Denver. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Denver. Show all posts

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

The kids usually know what's up in an art museum. All these chairs and I can't sit in any of 'em.

Today I woke up and finally, and suddenly like a sledgehammer on top of me, felt terribly lonely.
road to
I was ready to leave Estes Park and the mountains for now to see the art museums in Denver. Since I arrived Sunday night and museums are closed Monday, I had to back track. This was the first time I had woken up before noon Indiana time. I did not want to wake too early as to hit Denver rush hour though. The early morning light on the mountains was a nice change.
hills
The road out of the Rockies was spectacular when I came in, but now since I saw the untouched Rockies they didn't pack as much of a punch.
road
The change from mountains to completely flat is so dramatic. There are mountains then there aren't, simple as that. Denver's skyline doesn't look great at all, but most of the buildings downtown aren't that tall and are very modern.
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the new portion of the Denver Art Museum is a crazy looking building. It has an overhang that goes straight out over the road and almost touches the old portion on the other side.
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Before iIwent inside I toured the "Golden Triangle" district.
dumpster
This dumpster was covered in Denver Museum stickers. And this facade being exposed made for a very inviting graffiti spot.
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When I walked inside the new portion of the museum, the walls were crazy shifty everywhere. The temporary exhibition was great, it had all sorts of artists do installations all over the building. the stairwell had this persons work that I enjoyed. I eventually realized whos it was, I bet Tre can figure it out. the extension cord confused the hell out of me as to where it was going but that made sense later.
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Erin K. Drew, this reminded me of you. There were cut out paper words on the back wall that looked like Erin's handwriting.
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Right next to this room was full of western themed paintings of cowboys, sort of like the Eiteljorg. The only one that I liked had this bear eating a deer it stole from wolves. Old people LOVED this gallery. It put them at ease because they were pissed off at what else was in the museum. I hope I don't hate the crazy shit that other artists will make in the distant future.
bear
This woman is Jessica Stockholder. I knew straight away with out seeing her name anywhere. After realizing where that extension cord went (it shined a spotlight on this installation) I just knew. Her work amazed little kids. The painted chair pissed kids off, well they were pissed at their parents for not letting them sit on it. More chair stuff in a bit.
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Grommets and vinyl, a lot of the work i saw in the museum reminded me of all the damn good artists in Indianapolis.
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That kid snuck a sit on the chair when his mom wasn't looking.
dirty
This room installation was too messy for my taste, but the imagery was subtle and dirty as hell which I enjoyed. Dudes on dudes on dudes on dudes riding girls peeing, all in a cafe.
kids
Kids just made this museum trip fun. I really enjoyed seeing how much they loved the work and how involved they got to be. This room was completely filled with bunjie cords strung floor to ceiling. A video of this piece is below.
bunjies
It made my day. It was so fun. It was so enjoyable. It just made me happy.
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Oh, foxes. They are having so much fun. there was ONE red fox that freaked me out.
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You have to click to enlarge this photo to get what I'm saying, but they worked really well next to each other. Both were so classically awful to enjoy. The chairs in the fox installation, and a designer chair display had a kid mumbling "All these chairs and I can't sit in any of them...".
classic
Look at these colors with this imagery. Another one was of firefighters putting out corn.
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The older building had your typical stuff. Really nice American Indian collection, obviously because of the area. By the way, I went to the Denver contemporary art museum today as well, and it sucked. If you ever go, make sure to look at the website and see if the pictures of whats being exhibited look even remotely interesting.
headdress
feathers
This was somehow from the plains, even though there were macaw feathers. Amazonian art looks amazingly similar to this.
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Of course on my way back I stopped by the contemporary works.
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Kids had an easier time getting through this.

I finished my night by going to Vertigo gallery, I had pictures of the closed gallery earlier, and spoke to the owner for nearly 2 hours about the art world, graduate schools, the painting professor in the show, and unmonumental works being made today. It was great to speak to her with a critical and naive angle. I am going to spend Thankgiving driving through the mountains. I wish everyone a Happy Thanksgiving, be thankful for what you have before it is gone. I have been uploading today at a 24hr Burger King and I have met more than a few "houseless, because home is where the heart is" friends here like me. I have a lot to love, and so do you all.

Sunday, November 22, 2009

Your forever is showing as far as the eye can see.


I slept in Colby, Kansas. An "oasis in the plains" as it calls itself. driving from Russell at night wasn't enjoyable, my stereo keeps deciding when it wants to work. It was gratifying to get back on the road after seeing the flat terrain at night. So Kansas was supposed to be flat, western Kansas and eastern Colorado was, oh wow, flat.
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Timing was exceptional

Maybe I just kid myself
looking for something else
Maybe you just blame yourself
looking for someone better
Maybe I'll just kill myself
looking for something else
Maybe you just blame yourself
looking for somewhere better
flat
flatterI left you at the most crucial point
and you left me with no choice
but to agree with what you wanted to be
When did you decide
for both of us, we were through
Now I'm left with this
jaded point of view
terrain
Maybe I just kid myself
looking for someone else
Maybe you just blame yourself
looking for somewhere better
Maybe I'll just kill myself
looking for something else
Maybe you just blame yourself
looking for someone better
melted snow

It isn't fair that I'm the one
to care now
You can't change and I'm left to rearrange my life somehow
hills
When I entered Colorado I failed to see the color that she sign suggested would be there. What I did see in Colorado were warnings that the 75mph speed limit is monitored by aircraft, no joke. I have not seen a cop ever since the motorcycle escorts for the funeral I saw.
colorado
Colorado was exceptionally flat. Usually I get the mental image of mountains of course, but the east was treeless except for planted spruce to act as wind and snow barriers.
harvesters
The rainshadow makes it so there is so little rain and most has to be irrigated, You cant tell from the road but the crops are planted in circles and irrigated on a pivot. The corn is being harvested now, and I saw snow on the ground in some places.
train cars
When you are done with a truck, or combine, or train, you just leave it to rust and fade away. It would have been cool to see this train with graffiti on the entire mile stretch, but there are no people to do this.
sunflowers
This sunflower crop is withered and dry, but just imagine if it were mid season and in full bloom!
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All of a sudden, the highway came up over a small hill and on the other side were mountains.
mountains
My jaw dropped straight away. They are made even more beautiful from the dramatic flatness encountered on the way.
midas
Denver was not too far from the point that I started seeing the mountains and I was surprised to realize that the city was almost completely flat, just east of the Rockies and not amongst them. Midas had such brilliant lights.
denver
I learned from somewhere that Denver had the worst rush hour, but this was Sunday evening right. Uh, still 18...18 lanes of traffic with stopped cars.
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Of course I found the Santa Fe arts district, but of course everything is closed. Vertigo gallery looks amazing and has art to my taste. It is only open Wednesday through Saturday. I emailed the place to try and get them to open it by appointment, but no luck yet.
vertigo
vertigo gallery
There is nothing to do here Sunday, and Monday the museums are closed so I decided to drive north through Boulder to Rocky Mountain National Park. Boulder is similiar to Carmel if Carmel were modern and not classically tasteful with its brick buildings and streets.
scary
Once I got out and away from Boulder and all the other suburbs the highway went up a cliff overlooking all the lights. Not familiar with the roads, and at 65mph, the curvy, narrow road that followed a cliff that had no barricades was scary as hell.
evil eyes
I knew the mountains were beside me the whole time and couldn't see anything. I stopped amongst a scenic road as soon as I saw them, the stars.
darkness
The only thing to do was to look up at the beauty and behold the clarity. The air was so fridgid and the wind was fierce.
the stars

I am in the Rocky Mountains just outside Rocky Mountain National Park and the stars, the stars are so beautiful I cannot even begin to describe them. The mountains on all sides of me contain the light and I am surrounded by the overwhelming presence of the darkness caste by them. As I look up the only light is from all of the stars in the night’s sky. I wish you were here to see them with me. I shed a tear and dropped my jaw when I saw them contained within the mountains darkness. You for one know that I am hard to please and rarely get excited, but this, this is overwhelming and real. I am sorry you are not here to see this with me. I am to blame for how messed up our lives are now. I am told that you care for me, but can’t tell me so yourself. I wish that weren’t the case. I would love to not just share publicly, but talk to you about how great things have been on my journey, I want to share my thoughts with you. I want to give peace to my mind and maybe give you peace as well. I am so happy at what is in front of me at this very moment, chill in the air and all. The further I trek the more real this journey gets and I am made happier by what is there and sadder by what is not. I do not intend to stir up quarrels, ask why, or whisper sweet nothings, I would just very much like to share my comfort with you in hopes that that may give you comfort as well. I want you to be happy, and I understand why all of this is happening. You would be surprised to know that a simple, I still care about you, would accomplish so much.
I love you.